The Pool Party

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It went surprisingly well, I thought.

Any chance I get to dust off my DJ gear and spin some tracks is usually a welcome one. And you all didn't strictly hate it, which was a pleasant surprise.

And basking in the sun - ahh, that was almost pure pleasure. And I don't really care if some of you didn't like my choice of attire - I could never wear those over-baggy trashbags you people call swimwear. Speedos are far more practical - and when you've got a body like mine, they _look good_.

I think I overindulged in the barbeque. I can't recall having ever tasted it before, it's quite good. My compliments to the chef.

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Ummm...

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oops?

I was thoughtless, and did not think in my haste to correct what I perceived was an injustice.

I am ashamed.

Manuel

Re: Ummm...

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Oops? Is that all you have to say? Fuck, Manny, I know we've been wandering around in each other's heads lately, but that doesn't give you permission to give away my secrets. Especially _that_ one.

I know you meant well, but this is a hell of a lot to forgive. Think of some of the stuff I know about you, and how you'd feel if I blurted out in public,. Not that I would, but imagine what it would feel like. Then you'll understand just what the fuck that is you're getting from the link.

I know

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Which is why, as you can probably tell, I feel so terrible about what I have done.

I cannot undo what I have done, and I feel miserable about it. Is there any way I can make amends?

Manuel

Later.

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Just give me some time, all right? I'm not saying we'll laugh about this later, but maybe once I calm down and think about this, I'll be able to get some perspective.

Just not right now. Right now I just want to curl in a ball and hide.

You will have...

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as much time as you want or need.

I was wrong.

Manuel