All right.
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x_empathI now have a much better grip on myself and upon circumstances today.
When you people get all worked up, you people get _all worked up_. Had to take off for a bit before I did anything _really_ drastic. But the stress levels have dropped significantly around here, back down to tolerable levels.
I can deal.
Thanks to Mr Summers for dealing with his own shit, and to him and Amanda for helping me deal with mine. Finals are always stressful, and if I devote enough of my concentration to making a thick-enough shield so that I can block you lot out, it reduces me to the intelligence of a sea-slug. And I'm actually giving a shit this semester, so I can't just blow off the work to keep myself sane.
Let's see if we can keep things on a fairly low boil until the semester's over, now, shall we?
EDIT: Amanda's enrolled me in a DJing contest at one of the local clubs. I know you lot would probably much rather see me bleed out slowly than see me perform, but assuming I make it past the prelims, it would help my confidence and my faith in my classmates to see a few of you there...
SON OF EDIT: Well, after spending much of my day in consultation with Charles, I may or may not be performing at the club contest after all. He believes, and I am forced to concur, that threatening to sanitize everyone's emotions to my liking tends to, as he puts it, be disinclined to acquiesce to my requests for a public outing. I've got some hard work to do to earn the priviledge of going out and competing. I also have a homework assignment - to write a short paper on passive aggression and how to avoid it. *sighs*
When you people get all worked up, you people get _all worked up_. Had to take off for a bit before I did anything _really_ drastic. But the stress levels have dropped significantly around here, back down to tolerable levels.
I can deal.
Thanks to Mr Summers for dealing with his own shit, and to him and Amanda for helping me deal with mine. Finals are always stressful, and if I devote enough of my concentration to making a thick-enough shield so that I can block you lot out, it reduces me to the intelligence of a sea-slug. And I'm actually giving a shit this semester, so I can't just blow off the work to keep myself sane.
Let's see if we can keep things on a fairly low boil until the semester's over, now, shall we?
EDIT: Amanda's enrolled me in a DJing contest at one of the local clubs. I know you lot would probably much rather see me bleed out slowly than see me perform, but assuming I make it past the prelims, it would help my confidence and my faith in my classmates to see a few of you there...
SON OF EDIT: Well, after spending much of my day in consultation with Charles, I may or may not be performing at the club contest after all. He believes, and I am forced to concur, that threatening to sanitize everyone's emotions to my liking tends to, as he puts it, be disinclined to acquiesce to my requests for a public outing. I've got some hard work to do to earn the priviledge of going out and competing. I also have a homework assignment - to write a short paper on passive aggression and how to avoid it. *sighs*
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Date: 2005-05-22 11:18 pm (UTC)You weren't one of my problems.
Date: 2005-05-22 11:21 pm (UTC)I'm sorry if this disturbs you, but that's how I see it. Maybe I'm wrong.
Manuel
Glad to hear it
Date: 2005-05-22 11:31 pm (UTC)I very much want to go to your contest. And I don't even like clubs very much.
Re: Glad to hear it
Date: 2005-05-22 11:59 pm (UTC)Re: Glad to hear it
Date: 2005-05-23 01:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-05-22 11:58 pm (UTC)anyways, I'd be happy to come.
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Date: 2005-05-23 12:19 am (UTC)Bollocks
Date: 2005-05-23 03:31 am (UTC)And to that end... I can stop by after Meggan's gone to bed. Marie-Ange has promised to keep an ear out for her from the common room of the suite. I won't be able to stay all night, but a couple of hours is better than nothing, right?