I am back as well.

I've had a lot of time to think about things - what I've done, and how I've done it.

Time to make some changes in my life. And while I can't undo what damage I've already done (not even _my_ power will allow me to do _that_) I can make sure that no additional damage is done, and that I avoid turning into the monster in the chair.

*blinks*

That was fairly obscure, I know, but the people who need to know what that is all about already do.

I'm going to the spa with Alison later, assuming that she has no objections. After that, I should really reach out, try to connect with more people. I've been spending too much time enslaved toinvolved with Amanda, and I've been neglecting the wide range of possibilities out there.

In the spirit of honesty, I should say that I can use my power fully, even with the dampener right now. I have an appointment tomorrow with Charles and Dr Samson and Dr MacTaggert about the full extent of the changes and control I now have over my power. At least, I think I do. If I don't, then I'll make one as soon as I possibly can. I should not presume on other peoples' schedules. Last night was somewhat hectic, and I was in an interesting emotional place.

So assuming that I haven't terrorized everyone by now - anyone up for just a little social interaction? I do play cards, if anyone's interested in a quick hand of poker or blackjack? I also promised a dinner a while back to some people - I've been lax about setting that up. Dinner for three, then?

Manuel

PS - I never thought the ability to say "No" would feel so very, very good.