Therapy Log - Day One

Today was the first day of what will be daily visits from Doctor Samson. I did not talk to him much today. We talked in the Box, because I cannot be permitted to leave. He says that I must demonstrate my own feelings on a daily basis. A computer has been allowed to me here, and I am to record my thoughts and feelings. He says that this is so that a record can be kept.

First feeling: Alison's record label. I feel - pleasure - at this. I know that it will make her happy, even when it fails.
Second feeling: Angelo's email to me asking to speak. I feel apprehension. He is undoubtedly going to claim that I am responsible for his bad feelings.
Third feeling: Amanda's cleansing. I feel sadness, like something inside of me - something important - has broken. She does not need me anymore.

I did not know how good it was to be needed until no-one did.

Manuel