Ever have the kind of day...

~translated from the Castillian~

When you'd managed to forget all your worries, all your cares, all your fears, and just absorb perfect, transcendant joy? When you just felt like everything was going to work itself out, that everything was going to be OK, and that no matter what sorts of things had happened in the past, they really didn't matter? That you could have a fresh start and a clean go at things?

Now, have yoju ever have that feeling stripped away from you? Did you ever know that that joy was a lie, that you didn't deserve it? That you had plummeted back into the pit, where your life wasn't your own and you were at the complete whim of everyone around you? That you couldn't define yourself outside of the influence of someone else because you really wasn't sure that such a thing existed?

I had that kind of day yesterday. And I never, ever want to feel that way again.

~translated from the Castillian~

MdlR